I was 40 weeks and one day pregnant. I had spent many nights wide awake with contractions, wondering “Is this is?” But no. Almost as if my body was like, “I think I can, I think I can..” and then chickened out at the last second. I’d tried tons of the ‘natural’ methods–had my membranes stripped FOUR times, tried sex, spicy food, walking for miles and miles, pineapple, that weird cumin drink…all but castor oil which I was wary of. Nothing was working.
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The Night Before
The induction was scheduled at 8 pm. I was to call the hospital an hour before to see if they had room. We scheduled babysitters, packed our things, cleaned the house, and were ready to go. I called them up: “No room at this inn,” the nurse told me. “We’ll call you when things slow down.” Great. Now I was to spend the evening waiting, like a school girl waiting for her crush to call. At 11 pm, I gave up hope. I got ready for bed and went and laid down. And then I cried. My little pregnant self with tears always on the surface just cried and prayed that someday I might just have this baby. And literally one minute later, the hospital called and told me to get my booty down there. Hooray!
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Pregnancy is a very emotional thing, and the birthing of your baby is even more so. Every experience is different, even if you’re in the same hospital at the same hour with the same doctor, the way you feel is always different. I was so excited and happy and relieved, but I was SO. FREAKING. TIRED. They handed my baby to me, all gooey, and I cuddled her cuteness for a second, very happy. But I also kind of wanted to be like, “Can you just take her and clean her so I can finally rest?” And I think they caught the hint and did that a moment later.
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